Sunday, September 20, 2015

Life isn't worth living without having a person to share things with. I've never thought it was. Big things like successes and failures and experiences, semi-important things like random thoughts or ideas or just company, all the way to little things like hobbies and interests or books or that TV show you both love or the computer game you play together or the music and the stupid jokes you've had for years. To me they all feel worthless without someone to share with. Doing them alone; they feel completely different. They feel so completely underwhelming and I can't feel anything while doing them. I just don't want to do them anymore.

Thursday, September 03, 2015

I used to complain that you were distant. Now that you're nearly completely gone, I realise I never should've complained. I'm an idiot.